feelin pretty good...

relieved actually..
God made a way..
billz are paid
broke, but with a LIL cash in my pocket..
got a bangin ass new cam. my first legit one to be exact.
it'll basically be used for taking pics of my shoes, out and about shots
of bmore(which im considering of basing a blog around as well..)
my bud in denver is getting settled. i feel a lil bad for her.
i know how difficult it is starting out in a city where NOW ONE knows ur name(no cheers-o..lol)
i mean and couple that with the fact that shes ONLY 22, and overwheliming is the only word that comes to mind. but if anyone can do it, im sure she can. she has the personality to draw folks to her so she'll be good soon enuff. its so cool seeing post-teen folks begin to find their way and discover themselves.. i feel like i really had no one to advise me and guide me thru that so i try to help and give my advice based off my OWN experiences the best i can..

i feel like im FINALLY in MY element. i always saw myself a city dweller at heart while growing up in PG. Dive bars, ethnic festivals, crack addicted tranny streetwalkers have ALWAYS been more my speed than the faux ebony suburbia that temple hills is.. im meeting people that share my ideologies, values, and interests.. sumthing that i never thought id be able to do years ago. assimilation is a dangerous thing.

lately tho, time has been the ONE comodity that i seem to not have enuff of at all.. seems like im workin ALL the dang time. and by teh tiem i DO get home, im really too tired to invest my mind into anything creative(ie-shoes!) so its imperative that i find a way to exercise my minds eye and stop eyeing this cash so damn much. being around all these artsy fartsies at jo squared dont help at all either...